Cocooning for Autumn

Do you know what I'm loving as well is like the last few years, especially on TikTok, also side note, I my TikTok algorithm is so perfect you know what I mean um now what I have noticed is depending on the time of day I know when I should not be on it so like morning time if I get a little dose of TikTok it's like quite aspirational inspirational what's the difference between inspirational and aspirational somebody's listening being like knows what the answer is and now it's I'm annoying you because I don't know.

Aspiration is a long-term goal or personal ambition you work towards while inspiration is the sudden mental spark.

Well, well, well.

I guess, hey, guess what? You just learned something, my darling.

Somebody ring the learning alarm because we just hit our two minutes in.

No, you probably already knew that.

I love my TikTok algorithm in the morning just for a couple of minutes.

If I linger, if you stay too long, it gets weird.

You know what I mean? Afternoon time cannot go anywhere near TikTok.

I was scrolling today.

I need to get back.

I need to really get off the phone.

I've gotten so bad.

I was really good.

for having the like time block thing and paying attention to it.

Now I have the like 45 minutes cap and then I ignore, ignore, ignore, ignore, ignore limit for today every day.

I click ignore limit for today.

So whereas a couple of months ago, I was really diligent with no social media until I think like 12 if I could do that.

And then I would have the like blocker, like Instagram blocker thing.

And now I'm like, it's a free for all out here.

You know what I mean? so you know but there is I mean I do need to be on it for work stuff but my TikTok algorithm I love it in the morning gets weird it gets really weird in the afternoon I was on oh yeah I said I was scrolling today and same with my Instagram and I was like oh wait and I'm getting more tuned in to like oh I feel kind of weird all of a sudden why is that and then I have to think back to like one of the thousand videos I watched in the last 20 seconds and go oh yeah that really distressing sad whatever video is why I feel weird now so today I caught myself I said oh no no no it's the afternoon time your algorithm gets weird around this time and it starts showing you you know an episode from Casualty from 1992 or um some like disturbing footage of something or like crime like CCTV stuff in America or like police things I'm like what why would I want to watch that so I caught myself today I said no no no no and to be honest I've actually been scrolling less on Instagram because it's just junk.

It's just junk.

And I know I'm a hypocrite saying that because I'm, I post videos online, but like, oh, it's just a weird place.

And I've been posting, I do post less, especially the last year, just because, I mean, I began posting with the intention to get work in real life.

And now that that's happening, it's amazing.