Midnight 99,888 Revelation
Suddenly, her phone lit up at midnight
May 25, 2026 · 20 min · 13 segments
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I had shared just how, how big this last week was because we are-- we're really gearing up to one year in the Patch Method, turning one, one years old.
And, um, this last week particularly is a introspective week for me because a year ago from this week I really went through one of the hardest times in my life.
And I've talked about this a lot on podcast, but for those of you who may have not heard the story, I went through a very heartbreaking betrayal of a friend that just really shook me, shook me to my core, broke me open to the point of being honestly physically ill because it impacted my family, it impacted my sense of reality, and it, it just crushed my heart.
And a year ago from this week I was experiencing this loss.
At the same time I was preparing for my first ever biohacking conference and I almost didn't go, but by the grace of God this was planned in advance.
The timing was couldn't have been any better because I, I ne- I didn't even know how much I needed it or what was about to happen.
But I got on the plane with my husband, we went and I think because I was so broken and broke open that I was so wide open and receptive to the messaging and the e- energy that was transmuted at this conference.
And so much of it was rooted in forgiveness of ourselves and others.
It was rooted in transformation through our minds and brains and just like, just even unexplainable energy that I took in just from the pure elevation of being in rooms of people who were expanding and growing and working on themselves, working through, you know, the dark nights of the soul, the, the ghosts, the ghosts in the closets, right? And so, um, went to this conference and when I came home my life became a portal.
And this is really when we took the Patch Method and started growing it.
I had shared just how, how big this last week was because we are-- we're really gearing up to one year in the Patch Method, turning one, one years old.
And, um, this last week particularly is a introspective week for me because a year ago from this week I really went through one of the hardest times in my life.
And I've talked about this a lot on podcast, but for those of you who may have not heard the story, I went through a very heartbreaking betrayal of a friend that just really shook me, shook me to my core, broke me open to the point of being honestly physically ill because it impacted my family, it impacted my sense of reality, and it, it just crushed my heart.
And a year ago from this week I was experiencing this loss.
At the same time I was preparing for my first ever biohacking conference and I almost didn't go, but by the grace of God this was planned in advance.
The timing was couldn't have been any better because I, I ne- I didn't even know how much I needed it or what was about to happen.
But I got on the plane with my husband, we went and I think because I was so broken and broke open that I was so wide open and receptive to the messaging and the e- energy that was transmuted at this conference.
And so much of it was rooted in forgiveness of ourselves and others.
It was rooted in transformation through our minds and brains and just like, just even unexplainable energy that I took in just from the pure elevation of being in rooms of people who were expanding and growing and working on themselves, working through, you know, the dark nights of the soul, the, the ghosts, the ghosts in the closets, right? And so, um, went to this conference and when I came home my life became a portal.
And this is really when we took the Patch Method and started growing it.
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Midnight 99,888 Revelation
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