MUST listen secret sauce on divine union + attracting true love that will have you in tears

I'm very... intentional in preserving my union with what aspects I share online in reverence to integrity of my partnership of my my union of this soul marriage and what I will say to let you feel me deeper is I met my partner when I was 17 and we were both running our businesses in our own world.

And this man had been with me for three years as...

A friend as someone that I unconditionally would return back to time and time again.

Someone that I just felt so safe with, so seen, so careless.

So I don't give a fuck how you perceive me or there's no part of me that wants to be mimicked or silenced or suppressed or that feels contraction around you.

And for so long, I... resisted the romance that my beloved man had expressed for me in the three years that we were just simply friends and never had once ever pushed my boundaries tried to overstep the clear boundary I had placed as just being friends and rooted himself in his masculinity and in his vision in his dharma and and was able to just have so much play and fun and just frolic together and make the most beautiful memories.

And it wasn't until I really fucking met myself in deep inner union, deep union with the parts of me that were longing to be brought up beneath the surface that I felt an openness To the masculine in God.

In ways that I hadn't yet before.

And I remember after I came back.

After I came back from.

This feminine mystery school.

In the land of Momobali.

I went to see him.

My best friend.

And.

For those of you that don't know his name.

His name is Isaiah.

Of course it's a biblical name.

And.

I saw him and the first thing I said to him was, wow, you look so good.

And in that moment, there was this childlike curiosity and this openness of holy fucking shit.

How have I been blind to the union that has been besides me this entire fucking time? And I went through my journey of having lovers, of being with men that gave me that instant dopamine that never fully chose me because at the time I was not choosing myself.

I was not choosing my dharma.

There was still a princess in me and a princess that truthfully will forever live in every woman that wanted everything handed to her without rooting her identity in God and in my soul's purpose.

I had to really come clear with the parts of me that secretly found pleasure in the push and pull factors of not fully being chosen, but then having lovers and delicious romance and then landing back in my place.