Why Your Deer Hunting Strategy HAS to Change

yeah and I remember when we lost Hattie you know she was stillborn and then we had two miscarriages and then Kelsey got pregnant with Liddy and it's like There's that part of you that is like, okay, we prayed with friends.

They said that the Lord gave them confirmation that it would happen, basically.

But there's still that seed of doubt.

It's almost not like a seed of doubt.

It's trying to protect yourself from pain.

and so it's like if i fully commit to this promise then i'm potentially exposing myself to i'm not guarding myself i'm vulnerable and it's a hard place to be as a parent and um but i do want to encourage you again like the lord gave me audible confirmation that he was healed and i can't remember there was times i remember you calling me and i'm praying for you over the phone and then i'm telling you to like I don't even remember everything.

Like get back in there and tell them what to do, man.

Like, you know, like let's, let's get this home, you know? And then it's like, it was just constant, like fighting.

And then all of a sudden it was just peace.

in that confirmation.

And, you know, I think there's so many times that we go through hard things and you want to have the peace and you want to fully sit into it, but then there's so much pain that you're like, eh.

I don't know if I want to fully commit to this.

And it's the reality of human flesh and wanting to give it all to God and wanting to praise and wanting to have faith.

And then it's like, ah, you know, just the mustard seed of faith that they're also, you know, mustard seed of faith can flourish, but the mustard seed of doubt can flourish too.

100%.

And so it's just so powerful.

you know, just reassuring that like every time y'all go to appointment and like I see Holly post, you know, and it's that natural mother thing.

Like you get nervous, the fears there, you know, and, and for you too, I mean, it's, it's parent thing.

And I see your post and I'm like, right holly like come on like the lord gave me this word like it's gonna be okay you know it's like but it's so many times that it's so important again going back to the community that you built around you before anything happened or like when you're you know before really your father-in-law passed away you had already started to instill these things and after you it's like you continued it you built it stronger It's the same thing.

It's like we have to remember that we can't do this alone.

And that's why the body of Christ is so powerful.

It's like the finger doesn't move if it's not attached to everything going all the way back to the brain to tell it to, you know, and so like we all play our part.

And if we don't have that, you know, the body of Christ working together, the finger can be dead and never move because there's nothing there connecting it to the body to give it life.

And it's just so cool to see y'all stay connected because through those seasons, it's really easy to just... be angry at God, to push away from him and say like, man, we're good people.

This is a bad thing.