Sep 18, 2026 · 30 min · 12 segments
Barely escaping from Shadow Valley alive, the feared grizzly once known as Goliath, tries to put his name and his past behind him. Weak and battered, “Chuck” relies on the help and healing of a kindly…
Well, I healed up on the outside.
My wound was just an ugly scar and I no longer felt any pain from it.
I thought that I would feel free, saved and whole.
I did not.
I felt stuck.
No one was going to believe my story.
I wasn't sure I did.
I was angry at myself for the things that I'd done and how everything I'd ever cared for or touched, for that matter, got destroyed.
I didn't do it on purpose, but I just quit feeling.
I quit feeling anything, really.
Love, compassion, hate.
Actually, I felt a lot of hate.
I hated Goliath.
I hated me.
The only person I cared for at all... at crusty old Flint.
Chuck, come on in for some breakfast.
Whoa, did you get all those hay bales up there this morning? Yep.
Son, you are a wonder.
Come on in, let's get something to eat.
Just thinking about you tossing those bales around makes me hungry.
I'm fine.
Go ahead without me.
Cindy made biscuits.
This is only about the third time she's ever done that.
And you are going to go in there and enjoy about ten of them.
Well, I healed up on the outside.
My wound was just an ugly scar and I no longer felt any pain from it.
I thought that I would feel free, saved and whole.
I did not.
I felt stuck.
No one was going to believe my story.
I wasn't sure I did.
I was angry at myself for the things that I'd done and how everything I'd ever cared for or touched, for that matter, got destroyed.
I didn't do it on purpose, but I just quit feeling.
I quit feeling anything, really.
Love, compassion, hate.
Actually, I felt a lot of hate.
I hated Goliath.
I hated me.
The only person I cared for at all... at crusty old Flint.
Chuck, come on in for some breakfast.
Whoa, did you get all those hay bales up there this morning? Yep.
Son, you are a wonder.
Come on in, let's get something to eat.
Just thinking about you tossing those bales around makes me hungry.
I'm fine.
Go ahead without me.
Cindy made biscuits.
This is only about the third time she's ever done that.
And you are going to go in there and enjoy about ten of them.
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