Tara ProffittGuest
Daisy MaskellHost
Over the next few years, your parents' drug problems progressed and ultimately you decided to leave Swindon.

I had my son when I was 18 and my daughter a little, you know, a little long after that.

I just remember looking at them and just remembering what I felt so young and you're not going to go through that i'm not going to allow it i'm going to fight for you i didn't want my children around what i had witnessed and you know it being normalized of drugs and crime and you know domestic violence and just pain and sorrow so i knew it would be for the best to take them away from it we got to Swindon to the train station and I seen my mum I remember walking past because I knew if I was to stop and tell her I was going I wouldn't be able to go because as much as she's my mother it was my child in my head and I couldn't leave my child behind so I remember I didn't say bye and I remember getting on the train and just trying to hold back tears and trying to be brave for my kids, but I knew I'd just left the child behind.

But I've got these two beautiful kids in front of me that I had to fight, and I was scared, I was petrified, going on my own, leaving everything, my friends, my family, my job, everything I knew.

I didn't know that when I'd left to come to Wales, I would never see her again.

Over the next few years, your parents' drug problems progressed and ultimately you decided to leave Swindon.

I had my son when I was 18 and my daughter a little, you know, a little long after that.

I just remember looking at them and just remembering what I felt so young and you're not going to go through that i'm not going to allow it i'm going to fight for you i didn't want my children around what i had witnessed and you know it being normalized of drugs and crime and you know domestic violence and just pain and sorrow so i knew it would be for the best to take them away from it we got to Swindon to the train station and I seen my mum I remember walking past because I knew if I was to stop and tell her I was going I wouldn't be able to go because as much as she's my mother it was my child in my head and I couldn't leave my child behind so I remember I didn't say bye and I remember getting on the train and just trying to hold back tears and trying to be brave for my kids, but I knew I'd just left the child behind.

But I've got these two beautiful kids in front of me that I had to fight, and I was scared, I was petrified, going on my own, leaving everything, my friends, my family, my job, everything I knew.

I didn't know that when I'd left to come to Wales, I would never see her again.
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