Brokenness Makes You Lovable
She finds unexpected beauty in being broken.
Nisha KatonaGuest
And so the only music that I would ever hear would be, you know, the high shrill notes of Indian music, this happy kind of Bollywood-esque music in an entirely different tonic scale.

But when my parents would go off to surgery, my auntie, who used to look after me, she'd put the radio on.

I was raised near Liverpool, so Radio City would go on and we would hear tunes like this and she'd get the hoover out.

And she would start hoovering and we would dance around and we would sit and listen to this delicious, dark, minor chord, pulsing music that was so different to anything I'd ever heard.

What I love about the lyrics particularly, and we've all felt this, you know, I must have kept on dragging through the business of the day.

You know, we've all lived trenches of our life where we are just dragging ourselves through the business of the day.
I must have kept on dragging through the business of the day.

Of course, me and my brother had to learn how to play the piano because we were expected to try and join the middle classes of Britain or whatever.

Pop music was something my parents didn't appreciate because they made the mistake of listening to the lyrics.

And it's really interesting, you know, because once they start listening to the lyrics, none of it makes sense.

So they would stop and say, you know, what are these words? These aren't words you should be saying out loud.

So it's an oblique inheritance, but it really captured my heart and I never tire of listening to it.

And so the only music that I would ever hear would be, you know, the high shrill notes of Indian music, this happy kind of Bollywood-esque music in an entirely different tonic scale.

But when my parents would go off to surgery, my auntie, who used to look after me, she'd put the radio on.

I was raised near Liverpool, so Radio City would go on and we would hear tunes like this and she'd get the hoover out.

And she would start hoovering and we would dance around and we would sit and listen to this delicious, dark, minor chord, pulsing music that was so different to anything I'd ever heard.

What I love about the lyrics particularly, and we've all felt this, you know, I must have kept on dragging through the business of the day.

You know, we've all lived trenches of our life where we are just dragging ourselves through the business of the day.
I must have kept on dragging through the business of the day.

Of course, me and my brother had to learn how to play the piano because we were expected to try and join the middle classes of Britain or whatever.

Pop music was something my parents didn't appreciate because they made the mistake of listening to the lyrics.

And it's really interesting, you know, because once they start listening to the lyrics, none of it makes sense.

So they would stop and say, you know, what are these words? These aren't words you should be saying out loud.

So it's an oblique inheritance, but it really captured my heart and I never tire of listening to it.
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Brokenness Makes You Lovable
She finds unexpected beauty in being broken.
Auntie’s Radio Liberation
Childhood mornings changed by a forbidden soundtrack.
Parents vs. Pop Lyrics
Why her household treated pop like poison.
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