The Video I Don't Remember Recording

But once you stop drinking and you come to your senses, a lot of those stupid memories will start to resurface, not as shame, not as a shame mirror that is meant to make you feel bad, but as a reminder of the idiot that you used to be and how much things have changed.

Now you've stopped putting the loony juice into your system.

If I can do this, you can do this.

That's the whole point of it.

So take care of yourself.

Use the past not as something to shame yourself, but as something to spur yourself.

All of these memories that you have, all of these regrets that you have, all of the shame moments that you have in life are meant to or can be used as fuel to drive you forwards.

Or they can be used as just something to wallow in self-doubt and pity.

So don't do that.

Don't be a victim of your past as well as, you know, don't bring your past into your present and be a victim twice over, right? Use your past memories of these things to move you forwards and to make a decision.