From Sad Pick Me Girl to Alchemist
Jul 30, 2026 · 21 min · 11 segments
What happens when the dream you’ve been asking for finally starts becoming real… and fear shows up? In this episode, I’m sharing the uncomfortable truth about stepping into your purpose: the imposter…
All of a sudden, I'm fumbling on my words.
All of a sudden, I'm second-guessing everything that I'm saying.
And I know it's something that I am going to need to conquer to get to the next level.
If you know me, if you've been following my story, you know that I have a passion for helping people.
I want to help people break intergenerational trauma.
I want to help people step into their best selves to really connect with themselves, to know themselves, because I think the root of our society's problem is the disconnect from ourselves.
It's a disconnect from knowing who we are and it's conforming to norms because we think that that is the way to live a happy life.
But conforming to norms often puts us in a little box where we're suffocating and we just want to come out for air.
We just want to be ourselves.
We're performing.
We're living a life that looks happy on the outside, but on the inside, we're hurting.
And so what do we do? We escape.
We escape with any way that we can, right? Social media, alcohol, drugs, There are so many ways to numb our minds out.
And I don't want to be that person.
And I don't want you to be that person because that's not a way to live.
I believe our souls came here to learn something, to master something.
And if we don't learn that, then we continue to come back until we do.
I am determined to master my life lessons and to help anybody who is listening master theirs as well.
Because if you're sitting there with a sense of lack of fulfillment, there is something that you're not doing that you came here to do and only you have the answers.
And I know this because I've gone to tons of people, tons of healers, and though they can give me some help, some guidance in what I need to do, ultimately I know the full answer is only within me.
And me trusting myself, me learning that I do have the answers, me learning that my voice does matter, and me understanding that I know what the fuck I'm talking about and I don't need to prove that to anybody else.
I don't need to prove that to anybody.
If you resonate with me, you will trust me.
You will know that I act with integrity and you will know that I speak from the heart and from experience.
And I want people who are on the fence about spirituality as I was to, we'll say dabble, dabble in modalities that you think may help you.
All of a sudden, I'm fumbling on my words.
All of a sudden, I'm second-guessing everything that I'm saying.
And I know it's something that I am going to need to conquer to get to the next level.
If you know me, if you've been following my story, you know that I have a passion for helping people.
I want to help people break intergenerational trauma.
I want to help people step into their best selves to really connect with themselves, to know themselves, because I think the root of our society's problem is the disconnect from ourselves.
It's a disconnect from knowing who we are and it's conforming to norms because we think that that is the way to live a happy life.
But conforming to norms often puts us in a little box where we're suffocating and we just want to come out for air.
We just want to be ourselves.
We're performing.
We're living a life that looks happy on the outside, but on the inside, we're hurting.
And so what do we do? We escape.
We escape with any way that we can, right? Social media, alcohol, drugs, There are so many ways to numb our minds out.
And I don't want to be that person.
And I don't want you to be that person because that's not a way to live.
I believe our souls came here to learn something, to master something.
And if we don't learn that, then we continue to come back until we do.
I am determined to master my life lessons and to help anybody who is listening master theirs as well.
Because if you're sitting there with a sense of lack of fulfillment, there is something that you're not doing that you came here to do and only you have the answers.
And I know this because I've gone to tons of people, tons of healers, and though they can give me some help, some guidance in what I need to do, ultimately I know the full answer is only within me.
And me trusting myself, me learning that I do have the answers, me learning that my voice does matter, and me understanding that I know what the fuck I'm talking about and I don't need to prove that to anybody else.
I don't need to prove that to anybody.
If you resonate with me, you will trust me.
You will know that I act with integrity and you will know that I speak from the heart and from experience.
And I want people who are on the fence about spirituality as I was to, we'll say dabble, dabble in modalities that you think may help you.
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