From Sad Pick Me Girl to Alchemist
Jun 25, 2026 · 22 min · 12 segments
**Have you ever known a relationship wasn't healthy but couldn't seem to walk away?** In this episode, I share my experience navigating heartbreak, letting go of potential, and confronting the…
Denise B. MillerHost
I thought that the best way to go through it or to get over it was to just go on to somebody else, a distraction.

I never wanted to sit with the loss of somebody, even if I was the one who had initiated that loss.

So thank you to my internet friends that I've made and my social media friends for introducing me to terms that I was otherwise not familiar with.

And I was a monkey brancher, apparently, where I would just go from person to person because I was avoiding my feelings.

He said his perception of it, it's funny to see things from a male's perspective, but his perspective was that women do this because they want to feel worthy.

I thought that the best way to go through it or to get over it was to just go on to somebody else, a distraction.

I never wanted to sit with the loss of somebody, even if I was the one who had initiated that loss.

So thank you to my internet friends that I've made and my social media friends for introducing me to terms that I was otherwise not familiar with.

And I was a monkey brancher, apparently, where I would just go from person to person because I was avoiding my feelings.

He said his perception of it, it's funny to see things from a male's perspective, but his perspective was that women do this because they want to feel worthy.
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