I found myself in a tent that smelled like disinfectant and nomad ass juice, with no memory of how I got there.
My leg was bandaged from hip to knee, tight enough that I could feel my heartbeat in the stitching.
The rest of me wasn't much better.
More color than a kabuki dollhouse, cuts glued together with med foam, and a headache that felt like someone had lowered a Zetatech Atlas onto my frontal lobe.
But underneath the pain, the implant was working.
I could feel it, a low hum at the base of my skull, knitting muscle fibers, rerouting nerve signals, doing what Arasaka built it for.
The fight with Novikov had unlocked a gear I didn't know I had, and the chip had held onto it.
I felt sharper, more connected to the chrome in my body, like Rocky Ridge had been a training exercise and the chip had taken notes.
A MaxDoc inhaler sat on the table next to me, same setup as the Sunset Motel, ash gone, MaxDoc within arm's reach, like she'd written a manual for keeping me alive.
I grabbed it and sucked it down without reading the dosage.
The pain dulled.
The fog thickened.
Fair trade.
Getting vertical was a project.
My leg had its own opinions about bending that ranged from no to go fuck yourself.
The tent had developed a spin that it didn't have yesterday, and I had to grab the cot frame to stop myself going down like a hyperactive joy toy.
but I made it to the flap and shoved through into the night air.
The cold hit my lungs and cut through the max-doc fog like a katana in a soccer training facility.
I stood there breathing it in and felt as human as a guy with a weapon in his cranium could feel.
A few Aldecatos sat around in small groups, talking low, cleaning weapons, passing tools between trucks.
I found myself in a tent that smelled like disinfectant and nomad ass juice, with no memory of how I got there.
My leg was bandaged from hip to knee, tight enough that I could feel my heartbeat in the stitching.
The rest of me wasn't much better.
More color than a kabuki dollhouse, cuts glued together with med foam, and a headache that felt like someone had lowered a Zetatech Atlas onto my frontal lobe.
But underneath the pain, the implant was working.
I could feel it, a low hum at the base of my skull, knitting muscle fibers, rerouting nerve signals, doing what Arasaka built it for.
The fight with Novikov had unlocked a gear I didn't know I had, and the chip had held onto it.
I felt sharper, more connected to the chrome in my body, like Rocky Ridge had been a training exercise and the chip had taken notes.
A MaxDoc inhaler sat on the table next to me, same setup as the Sunset Motel, ash gone, MaxDoc within arm's reach, like she'd written a manual for keeping me alive.
I grabbed it and sucked it down without reading the dosage.
The pain dulled.
The fog thickened.
Fair trade.
Getting vertical was a project.
My leg had its own opinions about bending that ranged from no to go fuck yourself.
The tent had developed a spin that it didn't have yesterday, and I had to grab the cot frame to stop myself going down like a hyperactive joy toy.
but I made it to the flap and shoved through into the night air.
The cold hit my lungs and cut through the max-doc fog like a katana in a soccer training facility.
I stood there breathing it in and felt as human as a guy with a weapon in his cranium could feel.
A few Aldecatos sat around in small groups, talking low, cleaning weapons, passing tools between trucks.
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