Not Today, Doubt

So I want to talk about a tiny bit of struggle.

So currently, my church is fasting.

And you know how when you're small, you're fasting and praying at the same time.

It's a two-way thing.

You have to do the two of them.

But I would say I have been a bit struggling in the prayer department.

It's not necessarily because...

I would have said...

I would have probably used an excuse of, oh, I don't have time.

Or maybe work is too much or something.

But that's not the case.

I just...

For some reason, it just feels like I'm not...

I don't feel God.

It feels like that.

So there's this scenario that I paint every time that I'm speaking to people, especially about growing a relationship with God.

It's like a new relationship.

There's a lot of relationship in what I just said, yeah? But basically, if you want to grow in your relationship with God, it takes very intentionality.

And in a new relationship, you would have to speak to the person consistently.

Well, if you're someone that talks a lot, because I think I'm someone that I love conversations a lot, a lot, a lot.

So I am so that if I am if I'm in a relationship with somebody, I would want to speak to this person literally every day, every single day.

I don't care what you're doing.

I don't care how you're doing it.

I want to speak to you.

I want to connect with you in that level.