Having the Confidence to Go For It with KaZ

So that whole evolution of from has your, you've gotten weird and where are you going with this because you're a master meditation teacher and you're a Qigong teacher.

But I was also for a long time an actor and a television producer.

And I felt I was missing that component.

And I felt my writing, for me, I don't know if it happens to other writers, I felt my writing had gotten mundane.

Yeah.

And I just had another book released by my publisher in March, but I'm going, I don't feel fulfilled.

I don't feel, even four books in five years, there's something missing.

So this

is

exactly what I'm writing about in my book, about that point you get to This is where the book starts.

It's the point you get to where you think there's something missing in my life.

So I don't know what it is.

I should be happy.

Because for me, I went to the doctor after I got divorced.

Horrible marriage.

That ended.

I changed my life around or started to change my life around.

because I wanted to build my confidence, I made that commitment to myself.

I met my now husband.

We bought a house.

My career was going well.

Everything was going well.

And I didn't feel happy.

And I thought, there's something wrong with me.

What's wrong with me? So I went to the doctor and I said, why aren't I happy? And he said, actually, this happens a lot when you've been through something and You, you might think everything, everything externally may be absolutely great.