Is the emotional cost of this worth it?

I think it's going to get a little harder because we're going to ask harder questions.

We started the whole thing, like you said, was around, my Lord, I thought I had a year to live.

I thought that was it.

Everything's winding down.

I better start getting things in order.

And so I had planned to use maid because I saw what that end looks like.

So I did my sister.

And then we got this miracle drug that has not just slowed the progression, but it's even reversed some of the damage.

But again, when we look at season two, now that I've been given this reprieve, I need to step back and ask myself some of the questions I asked at the beginning.

Because I wanted to be very clear about my thinking.

I didn't want to burden my family with any of the choices that I made about using medical assistance and dying.

And so all those decisions were made about my death.

And now I need to revisit what it means to live with intention and how we carry our responsibilities to our family, to our community, to our culture, to future generations.

That's important.

I wish all kids got to live with the love and the support that our babies do.

What amazing little people that they are.

These amazing little souls.

And so when it comes to talking about my life, talking about my death, it's essentially deciding what I choose to leave behind.

Not just in the end, but every day.

I don't have to carry that pain, the trauma.

I don't have to carry it every day.

And so the choices I make about living with intention, who I'm going to show up for, what I'm going to hold on to, and what I let go.

You know, there are people...

Even recently, you have hurt us.

I choose not to carry that.