Sep 13, 2026 · 11 min · 7 segments
Send us Fan Mail A year after losing her mother, psychotherapist and grounded angel host Tara Hynes finds herself caught between grief and an…
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2025, it's 5 a.m. and I'm lying in bed on literally three hours sleep when a voice speaks loudly inside me telling me to go to the once a year dawn service by the sea.

As I'm there receiving the host, not from a priest, but from an older lay gentleman, when I open my mouth to say amen the word hello comes out instead I freeze shocked stuck to the spot my tongue won't work I breathe deeply until I finally manage to say amen I wonder if I've heard my higher self speak loud and maybe hello is the new amen Afterwards, I walk down to the sea.

2025, it's 5 a.m. and I'm lying in bed on literally three hours sleep when a voice speaks loudly inside me telling me to go to the once a year dawn service by the sea.

As I'm there receiving the host, not from a priest, but from an older lay gentleman, when I open my mouth to say amen the word hello comes out instead I freeze shocked stuck to the spot my tongue won't work I breathe deeply until I finally manage to say amen I wonder if I've heard my higher self speak loud and maybe hello is the new amen Afterwards, I walk down to the sea.
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