AN EPISODE TO FANTASIZE TO

I wanted to feel a hard dick inside my mouth, and then I wanted that hard dick to fuck the hell out of me, okay? So first fantasy, obviously a blowjob fantasy, but a very specific kind.

I have been watching xxprettyface a lot, okay? Anytime I want to get myself off, I just watch one of her videos, specifically of her sucking dick, okay? There's a few videos of her fucking, but mm, mm, mm, that girl can suck some dick, man, and I just love the way she goes about it.

Like, again, like I said in the first edition of my, of my episode about her, when I think about how I suck dick, it's literally how she does it hers- uh, as well, right? Like how she approaches it, the submissiveness of it all, the passion, the willingness to please a guy, to basically let him fuck her face until he's ready to cum, you know? Um, but the kind of blowjob I wanted to give, I actually wanted the guy in my fantasy, right, to assert a level of dominance, right? So normally when I suck dick, yeah, I'm in control, right? I do my thing.

I make him feel really good.

But every now and again, I want him to take the lead.

I want him to take over, right? I want that dominance, right? Like grab the back of my head, like hold it, like, with your palm and just go to town on my throat.

Like facefuck me, you know? Slide your dick in and out of my very wet and juicy mouth, okay? Get me on my knees, you know? Just go in and out with your dick, right? I want drool everywhere.

I want spit everywhere, right? I wanna hear the sounds of me choking on his dick.

You know what I mean? Like grab my head and push my face to your balls, right? Let me just tongue it, suck it, lick it, whatever it is that he wants me to do.

Direct me.

You know, there are just times when I wanna suck dick in a way that he wants his dick to be sucked, right? Whatever that looks like.

Whether that looks like my head hanging off the edge of the couch, right? Whether that looks like me being on my knees on all fours in front of him or on the couch, whatever.

You know, that's kind of like the energy that I wanted last night, that kind of vibe where he's like, "Yeah, I'm gonna use your fucking throat.

I'm gonna use your throat.

I'm going to shove my dick so far down your throat, it's gonna make your eyes water." You know, obviously dirty talking, calling me names, calling me his slut, calling me his favorite girl, calling me a bad bitch, calling me a sexy bitch.

Like I am down for that.

You know what I mean? Praising me, telling me how good I look with his dick inside my mouth, spanking my ass.

Like, yes, fingering me, finger up my ass.

I don't care.

That was the mood I was in last night.

I wanted to be used.

I wanted to be a fuck toy last night.

You know, I didn't want no, you know, soft shit.

There's a time and place for that.

Don't get me wrong.