audience

yeah even like shit I never finished right down to the wire when it was done and it was mixed and i just ended up putting it on distro kid because i had i've had conversations with labels yeah i was at the grammys two years ago and there's always this like right on the cusp of something amazing happening but every time push comes to shove that that support just falls away yeah and so this year and even when i when i finished the project and i hit up some people i was like hey hey i'm ready to drop yeah tumbleweed you know what i mean and all people saying oh it's already the end of the year just wait till next year and i was like no yeah i promised myself that this year yeah come rain come shine i'm releasing is getting out yeah that's and what that does for you as a person um cannot be um overstated yeah that's what what is it's not even really about anybody else yeah yeah and so yeah yeah and now this year I hit the ground running this year and I think it's it's more about self-confidence yeah 100% and you have to be you have to be so doggedly confident yeah and also not be do you guys know this book called the artist's way I don't know if you know oh my god

you know

what I mean? What I mean by that is, I'm also of the belief that if you forgive someone, genuinely forgive them, you shouldn't continue to remind them, don't hold it in their head, the thing that they did to you, then you haven't forgiven them.

Do you know what I mean? So it also depends on the level of wrong.

If it's so deep that the thing is never going to go away ever, you're never going to see them differently, then you haven't forgiven them.

Don't be their friend.

Do you know what I'm saying? I'm trying to think of an extreme case where I can't think of an example, but I don't know, to me, maybe I'm wrong.