Talk about that damn be like, "Eh"

...

I, yeah, exactly.

I learned about myself, like, you really have to know who you are, because I think being a people pleaser and going through the identity crisis, I would date beneath my worth.

And I was like, "Well, if I don't date nobody in the industry, if I date a normal guy, he gonna appreciate me." But no, 'cause they want you, they desire you, they see you on Instagram, and they, but when they get you, they can't handle you.

They don't have the capacity to do it, and then that love and that, you know, wanting you-

Mm-hmm.

And when I ran to the church for solutions and got, and, and was met with abuse, [chuckles] I always call it like I had so much pain in the pews that I rather deal with 10 worse days in the secular world than a few good days in church, because church people can be so judgmental.