But then there's, like – a lot of doubt that can creep in and like um yeah i get i get like very affirming vibes from you so i i don't know if you're like counting each slice of bread but where do you fall on that

Yeah, I'm outwardly affirming and inwardly very hard on myself.

So I actually I read an article about this on this blog called Giving Gladly, I think, by Julia Wise.

I think this article might even be from 10 or 15 years ago.

But she was talking about how some people have this idea of like bed net adjusted dollars or it's like, oh, I'm going to buy this thing.

Like how many bed nets could it buy? And she was like, I cannot live like this.

Like I cannot, you know, I cannot weep every time I buy groceries.

Okay, continue.