But when did you first sort of realize or like, was there a specific situation when you caught yourself

doing that? Recently, I've been spoken a lot more about on social media than I have in the past in a negative way.

Like people just basically putting and just mean things about me online.

And there's been a lot of it.

There was like an influx and...

it got to a point where I would start searching for it just to like make sure that I knew everything that was going on.

So like I'd search my name in TikTok and Instagram and Reddit and everywhere just to sort of see what people were saying so that I felt like I was across it.

Do you think you have to believe you're capable of having more before you're able to create more?