religious trauma syndrome

Holy fire, I started my Reiki journey, and then it probably took me two years to get to par- the point where I could afford the master level, and the very interesting part about that is when I first started learning Reiki, it was Usui Reiki Ryoho.

And then by the time I got to the master level, the Holy Spirit had entered the chat, and so it's holy fire Reiki now.

When I was younger, I was in a holy roller church where we were slain in the spirit, and I had a lot of religious traumas when I left home at 18, and just a very tumultuous childhood on top of that.

So I didn't really know what to believe because the people who loved me were also abusive.

So I just put it all off to the side and I thought... 'Cause you're not even allowed to question it in my upbringing.