And I said, hey, can we call you this afternoon?

Yeah, yeah.

You know, and I will say this about that organization.

That is the most transparent organization.

organization, sometimes you give money and you go, I hope it's going to the right person.

But once it has, well, as Jesus taught us, once it's a gift, it's gone.

It's a gift.

Where do people need to go, and what do they need to do?

Much of what you write about is last year, but it was, it was building up.

So the diagnosis came in June '25.

So what happened was I wasn't a happy man in June '25.

I'd lost a regular radio show that I enjoyed doing.

Um, I was struggling with my kids who are now seven and 10, and just struggling with things that just kids do.

They were just being kids.

They weren't doing anything outlandish, but it was trying my patience too much, and I was using sugar as an emotional crutch for bad news or difficult moments or moments where I didn't quite know how to process what was going on.

I want this to be, to be genuine.

and are you still backing the Cadillacs this year or are you drifting towards any new teams

no Cadillac for me again and I was listening to the guys on the radio earlier on and they're saying that Cadillac have now got the strongest cars And the strongest teams that they've ever brought to Le Mans.

True.

And I'm confident that they're going to at least be on the podium this year.

I mean, that's unheard of, really.

Well, I think with practice sessions, you never really know who's holding what back, what adjustments they've made to a car and whether they're just proving it in a test session.

So I think that's where it comes from.

It's like one minute, one team is quicker in practice and then they're slower.