Wow.

She would text me, like, "I miss you," and I'm like, it was really hard for me because I was like, "I miss you so much, but I literally am terrified [laughs] to leave," you know? So I started to experience really bad just thoughts of just not wanting to be here.

And then, yeah, I don't know, I started to get really suicidal.

I remember there was this one night, and I was like, "I just don't see myself coming out of this." And I started praying really hard to my nana 'cause I didn't know God.

Your sweet nana.

Mm.

But, but yeah, this one night I was, like, on my phone, and this video of you came up, and it was like you were looking in the camera.

And I remember you were wearing this, like, I think it was the red dress video.