Wow

...

so this gives me...

I, if, if I don't see exactly what I'm supposed to be doing, it all goes out the window.

Mm.

So this is kind of like my roadmap for the morning, but then, it, al- I also include some positive self-talk because I, my, I, I just really struggle with negative self-talk and negative self-thought.

And if you have l- listened to me on this podcast in the past, you prob- that might sound familiar.

Judgy

We all know that.

But here's something worse.

Here's what was fucked up about it, is that, that she really...

Like, she comes across as also wanting to mother him, but he's also...

He's in a sexual relationship with her, but she's, has these moments where she's like, "Your toothbrush with the frogs on it-"

... excel.

Yeah, because they established too that he's just a sergeant, and his mom is like, "You're never gonna move up." And, and that sergeant's not a high position.

But then he's the one who goes in and rescues the suicide jumper.