I think it was accumulation

of moment.

I, I always describe it as, I think I must have been subconsciously feeling like I was tired for a long time and probably in denial of that feeling of just being sick and tired of living in that shit storm that I was in and that chaos that I was in and that self loathing that it had all become.

I went into my first yoga teacher training not thinking I wanted to be a teacher.

Like that wasn't on my radar.

I went into that training wanting to continue my healing.

I was told that we were going to be talking about these deep self-study philosophical topics.