Julbo

Yeah, no, I know exactly what you mean.

Um, for all of us who have been watching you and cheering for you, and just so excited for what the last few months have looked like, how are you feeling now overall? How does your kind of body feel? How does your mind feel? Your s- your soul, your spirit? How, how do you feel when you come off something that big and you're kind of, like, looking back at it now?

Do you know, it's such an interesting question because I've been doing a lot of reflection on, you know, I think of how the year started, and I go back to Tarawera, which was just a huge disappointment, and I felt like it took a lot of wind out of my sails, a lot of confidence out of me.

It really stopped me in my tracks because I felt like for the first time I went into the race with a lot of belief.

But for now, it's off-season and important to not dwell on it too much.

I'd love to dive more into those tools that you said that you learned.

Um, it was very apparent v- like watching, um, Tarawera kind of what had happened and, and how much your outside of life had probably impacted that race compare- compared to how you feel about UTMB.

But yeah, I guess it's the kind of experience, um, that even as like a hobby runner like myself, it is such a hard thing to wrap your head around when you don't get what you want out of a race or an event.