Mm.

I think that was probably where our head space was.

It was like she was preemie.

We didn't really know whe- what her pro- probability of survival of being such a small baby was in the first instance.

But I think it was like we've had a kid.

It's not gone the way we wanted to, but no- nothing in life goes the way you truly want it to, and it was more like, "All right, we've got her." Mm.

"She's not with us, but she's here.

So hard to relive, dude.