Mm.

I think that's a big thing, and then I think post having Lenny, I feel like that's where things kind of spiraled for me a little bit.

I feel like, and I know you've spoken about postpartum depression, baby blues, what- whatever it might be.

I feel like that for me, post having Lenny, I, I pretty much knew instantly, I reckon it was day two, that I wasn't feeling the way that I should.

And I think after having Lenny, I was just like so anxious.

I was so...

The feelings that I had in pregnancy that something was going to go wrong, I had those for so long.

Are you opening them, that conversation up with other people, or are you just internalizing it?