Mm.

I was like, "Well, not great." I was like, "Not great, but like, you know, I've been working for, like, 10 years to get back to, to this space here, and it's finally happening." She said, "Well, that's awesome." She was, like, so supportive and congratulatory.

And so I'm in my hotel room and, and I hang up the phone and I have this meeting the next morning with Coach Gase, and I was like, "Oh, man." So I just started thinking, to your point, like, "What, why am I on this earth?" Like, "What's...

When I die, like, what, what will be the impact that I made, and, like, how does, you know, coaching in the NFL help that?" And 'cause, look, it's awesome.

It's so much fun, but it's a lot of work, and it's like, "What do I really want?" And anyway, I was like, I just slept on it.

I was like, "I'm not even gonna do it.

I'm just gonna slep- sleep on it." And then I started thinking about, you know, the impact that we made on that 100 or so Soldier coaches at that moment, and, you know, the, you know, each Soldier Coach influences approximately, like, 50 kids a year.

Mm.