uh yes but i'm saying like i am elevated by the rope prayer right like there's nothing like the how mary is more complicated than any of my thoughts would be i'm being brought up it's not that i've come down to that right and the open riffing prayer but certainly i think um i guess i hadn't been open enough to other people having that in their life that people's life they don't have a lot of sitting and thinking yeah time they don't they don't necessarily celebrate where they can but is that what you what does one do i mean say you're in ireland or you're in canada and you're talking to the kids, when we're talking about encounter, what do we mean by that?

It means like an unmediated encounter uh like connection between you and jesus so like you're sitting down and you're just you're telling god everything you want to tell him maybe what you want you can tell him what you think of him but then also having time to like be silent and listen and let god talk to you yes and that could literally just be sitting in silence it could be reading the gospels seeing you know what jesus does how he speaks how he treats people how does that relate to me

Yeah.

I can't think of one thing, probably a combination of a bunch of things, like just going to Walmart and people that work there are like in their pajamas and, you know.

Oh, it's the craziest thing.

Yeah.

When I got my ultrasound for my second baby, the woman was playing like death metal.

Okay.

How'd you get here? And I know I'm just kind of opening up a can of worms and asking about 10 questions.

That's okay.

I'll try and answer them all.

So I wouldn't call my music Christian music.

Like if you put on Christian music on the radio, it won't sound like my music.

And I did, I was intentional with that because I, without sounding really rude, I don't enjoy listening to Christian music.

I just find it very simple and plain and basically all my music is informed by my personal relationship with Jesus but it's not explicit in being Christian.

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