So I'd love for you just to talk about this, how the recognizing of no longer living

in alignment.

when you're no longer in alignment, you know, I actually had what I thought was or was was resonating with me as a spiritual practice.

You know, I did many things, but I also I knew deep down I had a fear of going, you know, too deep, looking, you know, looking deep within myself at some things that I knew I had some resistance to.

So but I think when you're out of alignment and You just know you have a knowing that you're out of sync, like things aren't out of sync and you're not living.

It's not easy.

It's not easy.

When you were being guided down this path, was that the thing that was really calling you? Because did it impact you the most of all of the modalities you were doing to heal yourself? Is that why you wanted to teach or work with other people?