So, yeah, just what did that look like for you

and where are you at with those things? And so initially it was because I was married, had been with the same person for 10 years.

Yeah.

And then when I separated from him.

i thought about it but i had been with the same person for 10 years so yeah i was like i want to go out and have my own experiences and stuff rather than just jump onto um that kind of adult content and so i went out and had some experiences and i thought about it more and i was like since it still is new or at the time, you know, in my head, I was like, it's still new.

Cause I, I mean, we just separated last August.

I was like, I don't know if I could do it because being with my ex for the longest time, it, we didn't have sex very much and it really wasn't that great.

So, um, speaking of porn, when was the first time that you saw or discovered pornography?