What has kept you to keep trying to play into that,

to keep trying? Yeah, so...

So my husband, actually.

So this was a strain on our family.

You know, it's cost a lot of money.

He never batted an eye at it.

But I, of course, like internalized, like, what if it doesn't work? We just use our entire life savings on this.

Can you talk a little bit more about how chronic pain affected you as a mom and kind of what lessons that you've learned in retrospect?