Bromazolam

Only that wasn't enough.

I started using ODSMT, 2-MMC, and Bromazolam multiple times a day, using Bromazolam to fall asleep, 2-MMC to get me through the day, ODSMT to make the midday more enjoyable, all the while throwing in a new drug around once a week, like APIHP and 2C-B Fly.

Basically, almost every drug I could get my hands on.

It got so bad I started forgetting entire weeks because I was just an empty shell most of the time.