You were telling us about bringing us back to the moments where, you know, what life had become like for you at that time.

Yeah, and I asked God to steal me or heal me.

Right.

You want me to pick up from there? Yeah.

Okay, so that night I woke up and went on Facebook, and this ad kept popping up for Dr. Tanya Perchett.

She's an ophthalmologist, and I thought, well, let me go see what she can do for my eyes.

Maybe if I can see better, the world will be better.

well, were you were you nervous or skeptical about trying something new, considering you'd kind of tried so many other things and gotten yourself between 10 to 15 pills a day? Were you nervous about what she was trying to prescribe for you to do?