I'm

really happy about a lot of the changes, to be honest.

But I think last season was, I didn't think we were coming back from that.

I'm not going to lie.

I really thought we were done.

I didn't think we were going to have another season.

It was so bad.

But if you want me to shut up, I can.

Okay.

Like, it would be very strange for me to say no when that's my partner and I am very like loud and outspoken and have to talk about my relationship, and it was addressed on my show, to not be a part of it.

And I think also it's like I don't wanna be in a position to let someone else have a narrative for me or speak for me or allow one to be created by not being present.

So I felt like it kind of was like, "Damned if you do, damned if you don't."

Yeah.

And I really don't wanna do this, and they're all very aware.

I mean, of course I think there are some perks, like you get to see the relationship I have with my partner and you get to see me with my son.

Like, you don't, you get to see a lot softer side of me than you do with Selling Sunset, for sure, which is great, but there's just a lot that comes with that.

curious about that with you in particular because I know you're someone who stands up for yourself yeah so did you

ever feel the need to sort of Speak back to them.

No, I think this environments really different because at the end of the day what these men do is insane and there's like a level of unspoken respect that you hold here and it's like, you know, they're not Trying to steal your listing and do X Y & Z like, you know at the end of the day like we're here to do one thing and if you don't take it seriously and you're not respecting you're not doing what you need to do and you're going to get cussed out.

So I very much was like, I don't think I'm going to have any problems because I'm not going to want to piss you off either.

So I don't feel like doing any push-ups.

No.

So it actually was fine.

I already

No, no.

I mean, I think she's actually, I'm not going to speak on her actually, but great.

I think she could be like, no, absolutely not.

I think that the way that they interact is beautiful.

I love that.

I think that is the same way I hope to have with my ex-husband and everything is like, there's no need to have Right.

Okay.

No.

Mm.

I think once to, you make it in your life and where you wanna be and you start becoming the boss of your own story and your own world, which I've been since I was emancipated, but this is like a different level 'cause I'm really like controlling my life, my dream life.

[laughs]

Love you, bitch.

Bye.

[laughs]

[laughs]

Like, I actually am a huge tomboy.

Like, a lot of people don't know that about me.

And I have a farm, and I'm, like, I'm not as ...

I mean, I am prissy and I am bougie.

But in the circumstances, it's like I'm down to get dirty.

I'm down to do all of the things.

Mm-hmm.

Several miscarriages.

Yes, I did.

I had several.

And actually, when I got pregnant with Legendary, I had just had one, probably like two months before.

Oh, wow.

At this time, they told me I couldn't get pregnant for at least six months.

And I was like, fuck it, I'm going to Europe then.

Did you suffer from postpartum?