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Sep 3, 2026
Biking the Gordie Howe Bridge
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2:06MikeHOST
able to come out due to working and
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2:09Amanda RayGUEST
So a few of my friends and I, we actually went down like the weekend after, and then we did our own little bike tour around Windsor.
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3:24MikeHOST
Do you know more information about what happened yesterday?
Akward Sage, Trinity of Truth w/ Amanda Rae
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51:23Amanda RayGUEST
Going back to even like, again, even the quote unquote bad medicine serving a purpose.
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51:28Amanda RayGUEST
So I'd say, um, my spiritual awakening started for sure when I was a heroin addict.
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51:35Amanda RayGUEST
Um, I didn't recognize until a little bit further along that I was really like heroin was my drug of choice because it really kind of quieted all of the spiritual gifts that I had that I didn't recognize as spiritual gifts.
36 MINS LATER
Holding Out HELP 12 Days of Freedom Q&A
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4:34MelissaHOST
But to get started with this conversation, we really just wanted a chance to... talk about what community means and especially when leaving these groups what it means and how you find community outside of such a tight-knit group and a lot of times you're losing your entire community right amanda do you want to speak a little bit to that of what community what it was like to leave your community and what it was like to try to find one on the outside
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5:02Amanda RayGUEST
Yeah, it was, I feel like leaving the Kingston's and maybe most polygamist groups is the same story where you kind of lose your entire community overnight.
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5:21Amanda RayGUEST
Well, I knew that the majority of the people I knew in the cults were not going to talk to me again once I left.
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5:26Amanda RayGUEST
So I kind of... made my secret goodbyes or you know having those last conversations with the people that I cared about most but it came down to that decision of you know are you going to choose yourself and your freedom or not live slowly bleed out right but it's a hard decision to make um and so coming out you really feel like a fish out of water it's it's almost like you're you're yes you're free and you're out here in the real world but you don't know how to it's like it's like learning a new language so it's really hard to connect with people out here because they're the the life you lived in the cults was so different than the world out here the things we talked about in there were so different than things out here.
21 MINS LATER
The Prison Show June 5th 2026
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9:22Amanda RayGUEST
So what, what Texas Inmate Crafts, um, how it came to be is the founder, uh, is actually a high school friend of mine who has done 22 years on a life sentence.
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9:40Amanda RayGUEST
And he had a dream, um, some years ago about being able to help some of the guys on the inside, uh, be able to, uh, keep food in their locker and, and to be able to showcase their talents.
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9:56Amanda RayGUEST
And so one day, he was sitting in his cell and he was watching a podcast about AI, and that's when he realized that his dream could become a reality.
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10:07Amanda RayGUEST
In April of this year, he actually saw that dream come to fruition, and TexasInmateCrafts.com website was launched.


