What is it?

So I did my thesis on the book of Malachi, and essentially a mistrust in God's goodness leads to breakdown in covenant.

And by covenant, it's just basically relational, the deep relationship that God keeps with us.

And so my why is, it's really kind of a deep personal thing, but I'll give you just a very, very, because it's such a long, long story.

My dad has an incredible, really painful testimony.

And essentially some of his explanation as he has come back to the Lord fully was that he would just say he didn't understand God as his father.

He didn't get the love of God.

Was there anything surprising to you that you stumbled upon or something that you wish you had more time to like get into? Yeah.